"I am afraid to tell these stories.  Petrified that there will be repercussions I can’t entirely fathom, some sort of Catholic retribution will flare from the firmament and I will get a disease we no longer have vaccinations for, a disease the likes that humanity hasn’t seen in a hundred years.  Small pox.  Cholera.  Leprosy.  Tuberculosis.  I will get small pox and go blind.  And when it hurts to pee and I cough blood into a silk handkerchief this will seem incredibly small and maybe even justified coming to find the family I love has sworn off loving me.  Because I told about us."

 

-From memoir Broke Love